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Name: Ai
Location: Dayton, Ohio, United States
Birthday: 7/24/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: anything related to music, painting, drawing, shopping, hanging out with my friends, etc....
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  ailove724
Member Since:
7/7/2004
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| So I know that no one reads this wesite anymore but since im bored and I dont feel like doing any school work, I guess i'll write something on here. I have been a lot happier lately. I love all my friends and my boyfriend is just amazing. School is just plain awful. i hate both of band and orchestra rehearsals. We are playing lame ass music and our rehearsals are just pointless and worthless. School is almost over and that makes me feel really restless and makes me really really nervous. I have no idea what I am doing next year and this just makes me worried. I can't fall asleep sometime thinking about my near future "plan". It is VERY frustrating to be an International student in America. that's all i have to say.... talking about this just makes me stressed out and makes me really depressed. but I just wanted to vent for a little bit. Anyway, I am just trying to think positive everyday. Most of my life has been amazing!!! Life can be tough sometime but i just gotta take one day at a time and enjoy my life! Peace out | | |
| sooo i came across this website not too long ago and i decided to type something on here again! It's been a looong ass time! my life has been just FANTASTIC!! I have amazing friends that I LOOOVE to death and I met someone that has changed my life completely. He's an amazing person and I couldn't ask for any better boyfriend than him I have had a rough year at Southern Miss last year but this year has been just perfect. I made some awesome new friends and they are just amazing. I am soo blessed to have them in my life!!! I met Grant back in New Year's eve party and ever since then, he has been just perfect. I just have been sooo happy lately and life is just GREAT!!! Of course, there are some things that I worry about... like my future plans but right now, i am just focusing on this present moment and taking things a day at a time. i am nervous about what's going to happen next year but I realized that it is stupid to waste my time worrying about things so i am trying my best to not freak out and have a break down. I just want to thank all of my best friends for always being there for me!!  oh, and I cannot wait to see my Hilary tomorrow!! I am picking her up at the New Orleans Intn'l Airport at 10:30am!!! I am sooooo excited!!!  my best friend, Callie <3  with my Grant  with callie's doggie, Clara! I love her! with my favorite people 
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| well folks, my life is starting to settle in... no more chaos!.. well so far... its been 2 weeks since school has officially started and I have been practicing TONS!! and studying A LOT! my classes are going alright and practicing is hard because there are a lot of stuff to learn. Dr. Mezzadri is definitely different from Dr. Chaffee but it's gonna be a good challenge and I get to work on stuff that I didn't work much with dr. c so all is well. I have to learn this whole 16 and 32 chord progressions that looks ridiculous and memorize and play with all major key signature but if i master that, im gonna be in great shape! I am challenged and excited! I had my first audition for this first semester and I got a first chair for the orchestra and second for the band. I am very pleased considering ther are 2 doctorate flute students. They are really great players so I am excited to play with them as well. Also I found out from Dr. Mezzadri that James Galway is coming, yet again, to the school next year and me and other flute doctorate student gets to be in charge of recruiting younger high schoolers and middle schoolers for James Galways workshop or whatever he is doing. I am excited!!!!!!!! I can't wait to meet him next year. it's going to be amazing! anyway, more update to come later! gonna make myself some food now!!! | | |
| welp everybody! I finally have Mississippi driver's license!! this morning, i got up early and went to take my written test.... (yes, its ridiculous).... then they tell me that I need to bring in somebody with driver's license to take my freakin road test. yea, thank God that i have a cool roommate that was willing to go with me but i thought to myself... if i didn't have a roommate, i would of been fucked.... i mean i just moved here and i dont know anybody... i dont have a friend from school... what the hell are you suppose to do if that was a case? i guess they just assume to grab a random person off the street with a license? hmmm interesting... and yes! i had a lerner's permit for few hours before i passed my road test... they told me that my Ohio license was no use in this state even though it hasn't expired or anything.... so i guess that's why i needed to bring in a licensed driver... but hell, after the written test, i drove home by myself... so i guess that was apparently illegal... how dumb....yea the drivers license bureau sent me home.... so i dont understand what the hell they are talking about.... whatever... so i come back with my roommate Shay and i took the road test which was ridiculous! I didn't even have to to manueverbility(sp?) test.. and all i did was drive for not even a half a mile on a speed limit 45 road and turned left and made a u turn at this church that had bunch of pot holes and came back..... that was it! ... i went back and forth 6 times for this!!??? I was soooo furious.... i was sooo ready to get the hell out of that place after i got my license. Im hoping that i would never have to go back to that shihole! aand also, they were suppose to put my I-20 visa expiration date for my license but they were stupid enough to not do that so i have a 4 year license that expires on my birthday.... oh well! less shit to worry later!! im just glad that this is taken care of now... it was such a nightmare.... now i have to worry about my car registration but i'll just deal with that later.... im soo worn out and school hasn't even started yet... actually i haven't got any time to focus on school shit at all... and school is starting next week... im soo scared as hell! i dont even know what the hell im teaching either.... i dont think dr. mezzadri comes back from MIchigan until school starts.... arrrrggggghhhhh! | | |
| welp, i guess i could update. i am all moved in to Hattiesburg, MS. I must admit that this place blows. I thought Dayton was ghetto but this place is worse... Nothing really has gone right since i moved here so far... my car trip down to Mississippi sucked ass... there's a big reason there but it's too gross to post it on here.... then when i got my huge trailer full of my shit dropped off at the new apartment, well i f*in sprain my right foot. yea, right when i start moving some boxes too.... that sucked ass... the next day my foot was sooo huge that i freaked out so i went to see a doctor and im in debt now... i had to be on crutches for few days... yea when i was little, i always thought that people with crutches looked awesome but let me tell you, i definitely changed my mind on that.... it was soo tiring to walk around target with those damn things.... and living on the second floor doesn't help me out either... ok anyway, this story just keeps on going.... so i went to school to take care some bussiness, well school is retarded and clinic is also retarded that i had to walk back and forth like 4 times (which they are totally in opposite side and it's 100 degree out) just because they don't know what the hell they are talking about.... ok, so i got that done, although it took me literally a whole day although it should of taken like 15min. Then next day, i had to take care of my drivers license issue.... here's an issue: My license expire on Aug.20th so I tried to renew it in Ohio with my faxed copy of I-20visa that they sent me... well damn Ohio (more like that one bitch at the office) told me that i have to have an original copy and she was being a bitch about it... she could of at least told me in a nice way but no, she had to be a bitch. so that pissed me off. but they told me that i could just transfer to Mississippi license since mine doesn't expire till the 20th. well i went to the damn BMV in MS and first of all, this place is called Driver's Licens Bureau HEADQUARTER, so i thought to myself, "okay, this place gonna look at least decent compare to the rest of this town..." well it's too good to be true if that was right... bc this place literally placed a freakin trailer home in middle of nowhere. they dont even have paved road or paved parking spaces.... how ridiculous... and when i walked in, everyone stared at me like they've never seen an Asian before. hello!! am i a fucking alien!?? anyway,ofcourse that i have to wait like 30-40 min. in a line and when i actually got through the line, i'm stupid enough that i didn't bring a proof of my new address, like my lease or bills or whatever... so i had to go back home.... well i went back again and waited in the line for another 30min, this same lady tells me that my license was 2 year license and they can't renew it... also they have to run thru INS and then take a freaking test again. also the lady tells me that i need to bring in my birth certificate , although I NEVER had to show that in Ohio when I had to get a license, i had all my paerworks and they never asked me for a birth certificate. I dont even have it with me... i think my mom has it in Japan... and also my license shouldn't have been 2 year bc i had my license ever since i was 16. at this point, i am beyond belief pissed. I can't get my license renewed and especially i had to go back and forth. Oh yea, i forgot to mention, the first day i went to visit BMV they had to freakin close the place due to a staff meeting!! WTF!? anyway, so i am stuck... not knowing what to do. I also over heard a conversation with this another international guy and one of the lady was telling him that he needs to bring a TRANSLATED birth certificate.... ummm how the hell are you suppose to get your birth certificate translated... I'm afraid that i have to go through that mess as well... i don't fucking know... all i know is that this state fucking blows and i miss ohio... i would never thought that i would say this but yea, i miss ohio. also this place doesn't have Chipotle or panera... the closest chipotle that they have is in Birmingham, Alabama! they dont have any in the state or louisiana.... im sooo pissed.... im just really not having a good time here.. im still freaking out about the whole school thing too... and i need to take care of my license situation... and also there's some mistakes in my utility bills from ohio so i need to take care of that....argh.. i just wanna shoot myself!!! | | |
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